If you're considering suicide I'm not going to stop it, and I'm not going to encourage it. I've never known anyone who committed suicide but I've seen it many times just being in the wrong place at the wrong time. I believe that suicide is someone's choice and free will. I believe suicide is only wrong if the person committing it is under influence, or doing it to get away from someone.
I do not believe it is wrong though. No one knows where you actually go after death, and the people brave enough to find out should not have to wait a lifetime to know. They shouldn't have to wait a lifetime for second thoughts on death.
Again, if you're thinking of suicide I'm not going to recommend it, I'm not going to encourage it, but I can do nothing to stop you.